emotional abuse

Dear Onlooker

Dear onlooker take a look at me

Grab your magnifying glass

Take a look at the insanity

You can barely see

Looking past the eyes

At the terror the lies behind

There's a war inside my mind

Only a fool would try and save me

Do you see the evil that hides?

Contaminating my mind

Over and over on the silent nights

Intruder how could you do this to me

Did my eyes look like diamonds

Caused by my tears from the venom

Spewed from between your teeth

And did my blood look like art

Spilled upon your feet

And you called it a masterpiece

Destroying me was your sick fantasy

But became my nightmare turned reality

The cancer from your cigarette 

Is what's left after I made you leave

Eating away at me

Headaches are constant thing for me

From this war in my mind

Dear onlooker can you see

All the evil that hides

All the evil that hides

The terror the intruder left behind

Left behind

Break a spirit down

Then have a couple rounds

Celebrating with their filthy crown

I remember the liquor being brown

The night I hit the ground

I wish there were a way to erase memories

Then maybe this war

I've got going on

Wouldn't be happening

I don't know how much more fight

I have left in me

These demons not trying to let me

Heal me

Intruder how could you do this to me

Did my eyes look like diamonds

Caused by my tears from the venom

Spewed from between your teeth

And did my blood look like art

Spilled upon your feet

And you called it a masterpiece

Dear onlooker take a look at me

Grab your magnifying glass

Take a look at the insanity

You can barely see

Looking past the eyes

At the terror the lies behind

There's a war inside my mind

Only a fool would try and save me...