awareness

Look at you now (prt 1)

Look at you

Look at you now

Can't believe I'm stuck with you

If I could I would depart from you

Look at you

Look at you now

Tears streaming down your face

Can't even move from this place

I'm sick of this shit

Why don't you just quit

And make it easier for me and you

I hate that I'm a part of you

Look at you

Look at you now

Can't even keep your head up

Always looking down at the ground

Who you praying to?

Tell me where your God is now?

You're so weak

It's such a shame

That you're a part of me

Even I want to get away from you

Look at you

Look at you now

You're so gullible

So stupid you make yourself vulnerable

I hate that I'm a part of you

I wish I could depart from you

I be wondering when will life be done with you

Look at you

Look at you now

Dammit why are you such a coward

Crying your heart out non stop for hours

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I'm tired of hearing you cry for hours

Nobody is listening for you

They don't care about your heart wrenching sounds

It's been that way since you were a child

You sensitive little bitch

You give me such a nasty itch

Why you think nobody sticks around for you?

Trying to save the world and people

When will you realize they don't have the same heart

As you do

Man fuck you

Look at you

Look at you now

Can't even keep your head up

Always looking down at the ground

Who you praying to?

Tell me where you God is now?

Probably no where around

No where to be found

Probably sick of your shit

Sick of your sins

Look at the fucking mess your in

Man I'm sick of this shit

Hate that I'm a part of it

A part of you

If I could depart from you I would

Maybe I should

And you know I could

Ever wonder what death feel like?

Might be the perfect cure for you

You literally have nothing to lose

But this damaged heart and weak ass soul

This shit is getting old

Look at you

Look at you now

I'm fucking sick of looking in the mirror

Looking at eyes begging for help

You're so fucking helpless

Hopeless

Don't even know what hope is

Lost all focus

I fucking hate being a part of you

Fuck your feelings

No medicine in the world strong enough to heal this

Heal all the pain

You have yourself to blame

You seem to love getting played

Have your feelings all in the way

You're such a shame

Such a disgrace

Hate looking in the mirror

Looking at your stupid face

Why don't you leave this place

I fucking hate you

Look at you

Look at you now

Got nothing to say

Because I'm so loud

Look at you now

Can't even keep your head up

Always looking down at the ground

Who you praying to?

Tell me where is your God now?

 

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